I want to "be"

I feel light, my head
tasting the puke in my mouth
yet nothing coming out
hearing the air I breath
thinking
deep, no thoughts
My body lays dead as the
feel of cool air runs through my throat, relieves me
I'm Alive, I'm thinking :
feelings, felt.
memories, left
future, Void
A thought :
"be"
just be
I will "be"
I am.